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Compassion Fatigue

by Angel Nightmare

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One Inconvenience 02:34
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[Verse] I am one inconvenience away from breaking down Any semblance of existence is unfound Astonished by incessant pain so profound Bury this regretful life underneath the ground [Hook] I am one inconvenience away from breaking down I am one inconvenience away from fading away I am one inconvenience away from breaking down I am one inconvenience away from fading away [Bridge] A victim to reality Detach me from my mortality Consumed by an arbitrary morality It is not normal to constantly romanticize normality [Chorus] Cover my corpse with dirt Hope your memories of me will hurt I know this place I don't belong Why allow myself to suffer for so long?
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Needed You (feat. Amu.GORE) 02:42
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[Hook: Amu.GORE] This apathy takes hold of me It drags me down clouds all I see This apathy is killing me It rips away all that I need [Verse: Angel Nightmare] Tired of crying so much Dried tears keeps the eyes shut Endless voices turns my mind to dust It hurts to be in love with you so much [Chorus: Amu.GORE & Angel Nightmare] I love you I loved you I love you I needed you [Verse: Angel Nightmare] Everyday living in a new lie Cursed, wondering why [Hook: Amu.GORE] This apathy takes hold of me It drags me down clouds, all I see This apathy is killing me It rips away all that I need [Verse: Angel Nightmare] This apathy, It's helping me It's hurting me I'm fighting it Punch myself in the head Make my brain silent I love you I need you I love you, but I hate you too [Chorus: Amu.GORE & Angel Nightmare] I love you I loved you I love you I needed you
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White Tears 04:16
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[Intro] Why try? [Hook] Witnessed you weaponize Those white tears from privileged eyes [Verse 1] Imprisoned in my skin Existing Surviving You were a mistake Trapped in this place [Hook] Witnessed you weaponize Those white tears from privileged eyes [Verse 2] You weren't worth it Destroyed my life Am I untrustworthy to you? 'cause you are [Bridge] Is it because of the color of my skin? Or perhaps it's the clothes I'm in You know what it takes Make me wanna waste away Lost some friends due to your little lies All I could do was stand by [Verse 3] Villainized me Stigmatized me Because I stood up for myself Now you hate me Could not slave me Manipulate me I want to kill myself
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01100101 01101101 01110000 01110100 01111001 03:40
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(Vocalizing)
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Subjective Self (feat. Amu.GORE) 02:49
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[Chorus: Angel Nightmare & Amu.GORE] Relapse (relapse) Collapse (collapse) Pain from the day (Pain from the day) the rain won't go away [Hook: Angel Nightmare] I know that I'm worthless And I feel just fine I should have died young I should have stayed on drugs [Verse: Amu.Gore] Lost myself in the realm of my mind Whispered me lies too fake to be kind Pawed at my skin ripped at my soul Losing my sense Lacking control [Chorus: Angel Nightmare & Amu.GORE] Relapse (relapse) Collapse (collapse) Pain from the day (Pain from the day) the rain won't go away [Hook: Angel Nightmare] I know that I'm worthless And I feel just fine I should have died young I should have stayed on drugs [Verse: Amu.GORE] Sitting in sadness My tears turn to ashes Becoming dust I sink into madness My life, shrouded in shame I know I am to blame [Transition: Angel Nightmare] (vocalizing) [Chorus: Angel Nightmare & Amu.GORE] Relapse (relapse) Collapse (collapse) Pain from the day (Pain from the day) the rain won't go away
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I Want to Be Alone 03:08
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[Hook] I want to be alone I want to be alone Leave me alone [Verse] I feel fucked by all systems Can't continue living where I'm constantly the victim Stop pretending that you care about me Only want me to live so you do not feel guilty Mentally asexual with a body that addicted to sex Your Gods give you blessings Mine burdened me with a hex Can't control my anger Remorse for all the pain I've dealt A little bit of color gets you beaten with the bible belt [Chorus] Do not care to be known Let me suffer on my own I am well aware that this world is not my home I want to be alone I just want to be alone I just want this world to leave me alone [Hook] I want to be alone I want to be alone Leave me alone [Verse] They call me African but I've never been to Africa Homegrown in a racist town in the south of America The audacity that I have for being any aspect of myself Fractured my mind Gave me some pills They said this shit might help My ego is dying S-s-send me to the void N-n-n-n- not a single piece of life that doesn't make me annoyed Dejected by every fabric of my existence I distrust everyone so please continue to keep your distance [Chorus] Do not care to be known Let me suffer on my own I am well aware that this world is not my home I want to be alone I just want to be alone I just want this world to leave me alone [Hook] I want to be alone I want to be alone Leave me alone
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Actuality (feat. Nola Star) 03:26
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[Intro] (Vocalizing) [Verse: Angel Nightmare] Manipulation from your empathy A mental burden on my memory Forever doomed by my density Let me slip away from reality [Hook: Angel Nightmare] You made me hate me You made me hate me You made me hate me You made me hate me [Chorus: Angel Nightmare] My my mind is void My life cursed Reality, there's nothing worse Disdain for lust Are you mad at me? Vindication Actuality [Verse: Nola Star] You thought I was yours to take Still dreaming while you’re awake Can’t fathom how much more I can take End this misery and pain You left me broken in rain Wash you away along with the stains [Verse: Angel Nightmare] I let you take every piece of me Did everything to fuel my misery Disappearing is the remedy Just the void of eternity [Chorus: Angel Nightmare] My my mind is void My life cursed Reality, there's nothing worse Disdain for lust Are you mad at me? Vindication Actuality
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Живу в Темноте 02:58
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все плохо все плохо здесь ничего нет все плохо здесь ничего нет все плохо здесь ничего нет все плохо здесь ничего нет и ты это знаешь ощущение тусклости и притерты каждый день я думаю о своей смерти я живу в темноте я живу в темноте ты хочешь поплакать со мной? живу в темноте все плохо все плохо у меня холодная жизнь у меня жизнь голубой все плохо (все плохо) все плохо все плохо (все плохо) все плохо ощущение тусклости и притерты каждый день я думаю о своей смерти я живу в темноте я живу в темноте ты хочешь поплакать со мной? живу в темноте все плохо все плохо все плохо

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released May 13, 2022

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Angel Nightmare Los Angeles, California

Angel Nightmare is an American rapper, singer, composer, producer, & songwriter based in Los Angeles. Angel is proficient in guitar, bass, drums, piano, & synthesizers. They compose several different genres of music and is known to combine drastically different genre’s into their tracks. Other projects include producer/vocalist for Midnight Nightmare and guitarist/synth player for Dawn of Ashes. ... more

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